I recently entered a competition to develop a podcast. I bought a microphone and all. This was part of my submission. The working title is called 'The Middle Third'
The middle third
When you’re supposed to be on your path already –
When you’re supposed to know if you like Thai food or not-
When you’re supposed to know how to change a flat tyre-
I’m in the middle third of my life, most likely. I have been
to University; I have held full time jobs, even progressed up the ladder within
a company.
I remember being at high school and during that one-on-one
with the careers counsellor saying that I never really want a career. I just
want to earn enough to do what I want to do.
Thirty years on, I guess that’s where I am. I do what I want
to do. I’ve worked hard to get where I am financially and now I’m more or less
doing what I want.
It has been said that on any given project, the first third
goes by pretty quickly and easily due to enthusiasm and excitement. The last
third is motivated by seeing the end in sight. It’s the middle third where
people have a look around.
This is my middle third.
Story ideas
Ghosts – more than just us here – dreaming of my ex father
in law short story. My view of the world. GOD= combined spirits.
Different roles/demands of marriage/parenthood. Diane
Goldie.
My friends are leaving their male partners, for themselves
not other men. To explore their desires not even sexual but mental, emotional
needs. To study, to travel, to read, to do nothing, to meditate, to lead a
healthier more balanced lifestyle. What’s the future of relationships? What’s
their expiry date?
Friendship – how it changes. Forgiveness and understanding
that we can approach things differently and that’s ok. Needs nurturing but not
suffocating. They take on a different aspect when one has an intimate partner.
More diversity in friends as I’ve aged – wider ages and backgrounds, differing occupations
but fundamentally shared core values. Reconnection from the past. Face time
over Facebook.
How far can you dismantle a marriage/partnership til it no
longer is a marriage? Open relationships? Long term apart r/ships. Living side by
side I think might be my ideal. Time alone to pursue painting, writing and
thinking space but also time to miss you.